i used to think this way "why do i have such a dad, not like my cousins' dad, not like my friends' dad, not like any random dad"

sighs, i dont want to be me.

negative -

The feeling after exam-空虚

People after exam so happening, party here and there. While me stay @ home like a housewife. hehehe cool hor LOL.

Really just want to spend everyday at home and not spend any money. But no work = no $$

when you can't even afford for a proper meal, it suck isn't it. regret much that i anyhow splurge on clothings, food etc before. *BIG SIGHS

I'm determined to work extra hard for mum, seeing her suffering every now and then makes me heartpain. lies, lies and lies. But she still live on positively and encourage me, unlike me with all the negative thoughts. 

whatever, things would be fine anwy. 

Hope my scar would be healed, no injection pleassse :( and hope i find a temp job soon. *Cross fingers