changes

okay i'm really very bored dig out some young photo hahahahaha wtf i didnt know i look like that last time. face look super round and so zi-lian. super big round cheeks. no wonder my nickname is mian bao chao ren!!!! lame okay bye!

saw this somewhere "as life changes and get tough, that's when you change and become stronger"

need to be stronggggggggggg regardless of what. 

Trying hard to change and it isn't working. or maybe it's destined. am so sick and tired. and sometimes i really wish i have someone that i can break down to. everytime telling myself to be positive and its aint working.

actually, i really don't want to be in people eyes of "the quiet girl"i hate the fact that i can't speak well, can't express myself well.