Recently.....

Birthday celebrations. Too many birthdays! 

They say"when you grow older,birthday is just another day to you" It's true to me. 

I'm growing wider and wider :( Mum and dad keep saying i'm fat. arghhhhhhhh.

Confession

Many times i admit, thinking my life is miserable born with sweaty palm, sweaty foot, sweaty body, acne face,with a father who like to gamble that result.... and  so so many useless stuffs to stress about and to the extend that i dislike myself so much?
Sometimes i even think that what did i do in my previous life to deserve all these. Mum have been saying our previous life we did something wrong and this life we came to pay back the debt and so on.
Time to abandon all these thoughts. I'm actually much more fortunate than people who born with disabilities. Looking at myself, i'm so shallow. Tsk.

chin up!

life may not be going on smoothly now, but i believe it will get better sooner or later! :)